Don't speak. Let me in.

(Whathefuckever-}
{2003-04-24} {9:04 p.m.}

I'm too tired, and too frustated to even care about an entry today. Damn template is pissing me off because I cant fix it. ~~Lisdesigns better email me back in a jiff too. I've only been waiting on a response for 4 hours.~~ Dammit.

Someone needs to hug me! No more pain, no more heartache, just gah! Where is someone when I want to vent? **tears** I feel so damn alone and empty inside.

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I got an eviction notice today. Yay...

Not my damn fault if they won't take my money so I can pay my rent. The damn assfucks...

Guess I will be going to court..ooo more drama for Chrissy. That is my life anyway. I really feel the need to change my name to Drama Queen.

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I have a lil bit of news for you if you are interested, I started a new diaryland account. Am I going to give out the name? Nope. Sorry. It's one for more or less private entries. Not like the past ones in here haven't been. But I don't know. I feel so inclined to leave a sad entry so much, because that is basically all that is in here. Sadness...who wants that in all of their entries? Not I, so therefore I have ventured forward to a happy land. My new diary.

If you are worried that I may be leaving this one. The answer is no. I can keep up.
**I think**

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I have been crying boohoo Cuz I'm lonely for you...Smiles have all turned to tears...But tears won't wash away the fears....So won't you hurry...come on boy, see about me....Come and see about me baby...Damn television shows---
Spaghettios...

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Oh yes one more thing I have managed to befriend Charlene...amazing. Her diary is actually not as bad as I thought it would be. I read almost all of the whole thing, but then I was tired and totally depressed so I took a nap, and didn't wake up until about 4:30 or 5 pm. Yay me??

I also hurt a friend yesterday... dammit. I always use the wrong words when writing or explaining things. So the poem I posted yesterday has since been erased. So sorry. I have it saved in my documents tho. I'm sorry Pammie!!

I must go now before I depress myself any further...

P.S To Srch4balance: ....~~my links are still fucked. Sorry I guess that for right now the only way you are going to be able to read old entries is to go back and just ugh I dunno.~~.. I talked to Melissa from Lisdesigns and she told me how to fix it. Yay! And her name on AIM is just tooo funny!!! I would post it but I don't think that she would appreciate that very much.. but OooOOooo it's funny! Floored me and I fell over laughing from it. Gah!
Thanks for the laugh Lissa.
Pish.

-I'm going to love you anyway-

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