(Son of a bitch!-}
{2003-03-23} {1:36 p.m.}
You know life is harder than we expect sometimes. Also, there won't always be someone there who will understand, or be able to help. [Sigh] You can't go through life depending on people because one of these days you will need to depend on yourself and you won't know how to. Always appreciate the little things in life because in the end those will always add up. Don't ever let anyone make you think that you have to do something you don't want to. Everyone will eventually need time for a self discovery, and you may be one of the unlucky ones like me who can't figure out who they are. But, never let down faith. Because I believe that there is a reason God keeps me guessing who I really am. You should always know that people come and go. Even though it hurts sometimes. There is a reason why that person was not meant to be a part of your life. God is just getting you ready for something bigger. But, then again you need to know what to throw away and what to keep. Some people aren't who they appear to be at first and you'll never know what you might be giving up on. Take this to heart because I have been there and done that.
-God dammit-
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