Don't speak. Let me in.

(My Dearest Synthia-}
{2003-03-20} {7:23 a.m.}

Hey girl.

What happened? Tell me what's going on. You know more about me than I do you. And Yes I do want to hear about your "drama" Maybe I could have helped. That's what best friends do for each other yah know.
So, please don't cry any more. I am here to help you now. Forget that man [What did he do anyway?] Did he crap on my best friend? I will be so pissed off. No one craps on my friends -ever.
Anywho-
I am here now and you have me to comfort you. Just sit here right beside me as I sit here and type you this letter; while you lay your pretty little head to rest on my shoulders. Let those anguished tears fall girl. You need to let go now. I will hold you and tell you everything is going to be okay from here on out. Don't fret babe, you'll be just fine. Honest. Look at how much we have already survived without each other. Now just look forward to everything we can survive "together"
You know how much I love you. That's a given. Don't be upset because you broke up with some guy. From what you were telling me, you didn't need that ass anyway. Be happy that whatever it was that he was doing; to cause so much "drama" in your life, is gone. You can only take so much honey. And, then it's like you're pushed into a corner and you have to choose. I know you're hurting inside, but believe me it will pass. If I could be in your world I would. I would take all of your pain and wash it away so you could be happy again. I like you best when you're laughing and smiling.
[I can sing you a song]
Please cheer up for me. I will miss you the most anyways, besides that crazy sis of yours [Giggles]. You know that I am always here for you if you need me. I am sorry about lastnight however. I was pissed that I missed you. I didn't know anything until this morning; Samantha told me **sad face**
I didn't cry for me, but I did cry for you. There's just something about crying emoticans that do that to me. I see tears, and mine are falling too. [I will be right back tho...eee gads I have to brush my teeth..peewshie! Piss on it -too lazy to find the toothpaste. Who knows where them heathens put it. The last time I couldn't find it, I had found out that Jamie ate it]
So anyways Mama 2 you hang in there and if you need me you know how to reach me. [Huggles]
Now you take those dreams I sent you [per your request] and dream a wonderful dream. Trust me you will be happier in the end. Just like me. The happiness that I am having right now. Nothing really gets me down that much anymore. Sure I cried for a little while, and yes I searched for you so I could talk to you. But to no avail. So, I stuck it out and read old entries and beautiful emails and was happy all over again. I was even singing the song you love so much. How you like that?
Now don't you go anywhere. Okay? I promised you that I would never ever leave you.You have to promise me the same. And I am sure that you are a little upset about me posting a note to you in here but ahhh my email won't work again. -[Shit]- And I know this is where you come to first thing before you even start your day. I love you Synni Minni
[Cheesy grin]
Hang in there okay?
Much love-Muah!
Love always-Baby-girl-

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