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(Say Hello, My Starshine-}
{2003-03-16} {7:10 p.m.}
I am talking to [Paige!] I am so glad to know that's she doing better. I have missed her heaps above heaps. I knew I cared about her, but I never realized just how much 'til she was gone. After she was gone and I couldn't talk to her; everything was as if someone had ripped my heart out. I worried and worried about her even tho I had been getting updates by Liz. But, still not knowing myself was enough to drain my soul. I missed her like crazy. The [passion] that she had been feeding me to survive was gone. I was absolutely empty inside. But, I knew that I couldn't [give up.] And, that she would have been disappointed if I had. So amongst all [tragedies] that have formed since her being "away" I held it out and made it thus far. Now I am even better than before bacause the fire that was gone in my life has returned. Welcome home doll! I love you-
