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(Holy Chitters!-}
{2003-03-14} {12:09 p.m.}
Obey the Boss-
Yes,Obey the boss-all the time. Promptly, diligingly and completely.Obey without back talk,resentment or dragging your feet. Obey when the Boss is looking, and when she is NOT looking. Obey whether you want to or not."Boss" is used in the positive sense; meaning the one in charge.The one to be obeyed-not one who is uneccasarily bossy. Of course, boss is an unlikely job title in todays world. We use more politically correct words; but the one over you in authority.
[I have policies,too]
Obey the boss...This should be a no-brainer. I ought to be universally accepted. My authority seems to be getting a bad rap.People keep abusing my authority.I am NOT a bad mother, being a mom isn't exactly a neutral issue you know. People don't give me a chance to use my abilties in a constructive way. Without my authority my kids won't get anything done...but, noooo everyone's got to be a bitch! My kids are out of control and ever since Social Services has gotten involved in my life, everything I do turns to absolute shit. I'm trying my god damnest to mold my children and everything I do or say is used against me. I'm getting sick of people going against my conscience thinking they have better ideas for parenting my children..Oh excuse me "time-out" doesn't work anymmore! My kids aren't exactly toddlers anymore. [15,13,11 and 9] They all seem to think that they can do as they please. Without considering their actions, or how it reflects on me. *sighs*
My daughter asked me to update her diary today and gave me her journal. I didn't really want to read it but eck I did and now I'm pissed off beacuse she says she might be pregnant! What the fuck is that shit?!
[Cries]
I really am a bad mom. I am so digusted with myself now. What the hell have I been doing? I have been here at home everyday since the fire and I KNOW she hasn't slept with any god damn boys...she better hope to God she's lieing about that entry. I will personally fuck her up!
I'm soo upset now. I better go, before I say depressing things that are going along with the thoughts I am having right now-