(Heartache}
{2002-09-23} {6:48 a.m.}
I don't get it. I prolly never will.
"I love you" I hear it often enough. but there is nothing there to back it up.Please don't lie to me cuz it makes me feel like the shittiest person Earth. **tears** I don't wanna cry now. I cried yesterday. I love you; you know that. You are my best friend and you know that. I pour my heart out to you and tell you how I feel about a lot of things. You know I will always be there..Just..just forget it. Forget this whole page ..forget this whole diary thing.. I'm sorry I even started it. No one reads it unless I ask them to anyways. It's not like someone is just gonna accidentally read about my life and say Wow! I feel so sorry for you!
**sighs** I gotta go [insert sad face here]