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(10,000 Angels}
{2002-09-17} {10:51 a.m.}
Well, first of all i wanna go back to a couple days ago..
Paige spazzed on me. I guess we aren't friends anymore. I dunno. Don't care anymore. I'm too tired to fight. It's time to face my weakness. I know it won't it be easy... I need 10,000 Angels... watching over me today..
I found out at the last minute yesterday that Heather has to go to the Quad Cities for her exam today. Ugh.. Umm lemme see for those of you who may/ or may not understand. Heather was assaulted by a man about 6 years ago. And, with everything he did to her she may have scar tissue in her tiny body. And, if she doesn't have this exam we will never know if whe will be able to have children. My tear stained eyes need to be dry now. I need to find a purpose to move on. It seems like I have cried a million tears in the last month. So unthinkable that one person can cry this much. I just need to smile. I need someone to hold heart in the palm of their hand and not let it break. Take these tears. (I'm having trouble breathing) I need 10,000 Angels to protect me so I don't do harmful things to myself. I just wish someone was here.I pray that everything goes well, and she comes home safe and healthy. I really don't have anything else to log into here Not unless of course you wanna hear how I got high on Sunday lol! That was a riot. But umm yeah I will tell you about that later on tonight when I get back home from the Cities.