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(Awesome Paige}
{2002-09-11} {8:53 p.m.}
"A positive attitude is not the result of a good life, but a good life is the result of a positive attitude".
Well, I had to get a new diary Damn shit. My other decided it wanted to be gay. It's only taken me 2 hours to put every thing in this one err fuckin err!
Umm what else is today so far Oh umm this stupid truancy lady came to my house and said she was gonna file a report against me for my daughter. Fuck her!Let her and I will take that report and shover up her ass. She's so ugly anyways. Looks like a monkey fuckin a football! lol! hmm what else oh umm yeah
I made a promise to Nikki that I wouldn't write down my emotions for one week lmao I guess I lied Oopsie!
Umm yeah uhhh I slept really good for the first time in like a month woo! It felt yet weird all at the same time. I hope lasts a while.
Paigee is sad My poor baby [Insert sad face here] My heart goes out to her. She talked to my daughter last night Yeah that's my Paigee! You can't help but love her! She's so great...
What else today Oh yeah I have decided to quit smoking for good. Wish me luck on that one ehh..
I'm smoking my last cigarette right this minute hehe umm what else.. nothing I guess Well, I just wanted to share Paigee's and Sammi's convo with you So tata. Enjoy and I hope you have a swell and spiffy day. Ciao
RdhdJllybn: major fight in the house paigee
RdhdJllybn: I g2g
PyroPaige1006: what
PyroPaige1006: wait whats wrong
PyroPaige1006: ?
RdhdJllybn: back
RdhdJllybn: sorry about that
PyroPaige1006: whats goin on
RdhdJllybn: i had a fight with Ben
PyroPaige1006: are you ok?
PyroPaige1006: what about?
PyroPaige1006: what happened?
RdhdJllybn: im okay yeah just a lil shakey
PyroPaige1006: what happened?
RdhdJllybn: he was yellin at the kids and I asked him to be quiet and he snapped on me
RdhdJllybn: so he was like gonna hit me and stuff and I dared him I really did
PyroPaige1006: :-
RdhdJllybn: I cant wait til he leaves
RdhdJllybn: sometimes I wish he was dead
PyroPaige1006: me too
RdhdJllybn: im okay really I will be fine once I move
PyroPaige1006: when are you moving
RdhdJllybn: In feb
RdhdJllybn: to Canada
RdhdJllybn: as far away as I can get
PyroPaige1006: :-
RdhdJllybn: whats wrong? You dont want me to move that far?
PyroPaige1006: *sigh*
PyroPaige1006: as long as you will be ok
RdhdJllybn: I wanna move between Michigan and Canada
PyroPaige1006: i love michigan
PyroPaige1006: :-D
RdhdJllybn: you would never see me tho.. lol I know its a crazy thought lol I love your teeth
PyroPaige1006: so do i
PyroPaige1006: they be perfect
RdhdJllybn: lol hehe
PyroPaige1006: seriously
PyroPaige1006: im a big teeth person
RdhdJllybn: nah you not lol I bet you have pretty yeeth
PyroPaige1006: no i mean...i dont have big teeth
PyroPaige1006: but i look at peoples teeth
RdhdJllybn: ohhh lol
RdhdJllybn: you wouldnt like mine then hahahaaaa
PyroPaige1006: why
RdhdJllybn: cuz i have a cavity
PyroPaige1006: bleh
RdhdJllybn: lol
RdhdJllybn: i love yur lil sayings
RdhdJllybn: I have picked up soo many from you
PyroPaige1006: haha im a nerd
RdhdJllybn: yur contagious
PyroPaige1006: really
PyroPaige1006: like?
RdhdJllybn: ehhhh errrr bah bleh
RdhdJllybn: oh yea
RdhdJllybn: oh joy
PyroPaige1006: hehe
RdhdJllybn: hehee
RdhdJllybn: omg Im like watchin a hella funny movie
PyroPaige1006: called?
RdhdJllybn: all about the benjamins
PyroPaige1006: OMG!
PyroPaige1006: good times
RdhdJllybn: hella funny
RdhdJllybn: those 2 old women
PyroPaige1006: yaya
PyroPaige1006: my cousin and i were just talking about it
RdhdJllybn: lmao
RdhdJllybn: woo!! an Aussie
RdhdJllybn: I love Aussies I love their accents
PyroPaige1006: same!
PyroPaige1006: oh same
RdhdJllybn: you know that girl Emma I told u about?
RdhdJllybn: She's Aussie
RdhdJllybn: Cutest voice ever
PyroPaige1006: cool stuff
RdhdJllybn: lol she sang me a song the other night hehehe
PyroPaige1006: awww
RdhdJllybn: hehe believe me she sounds way better than I do
RdhdJllybn: :-[
PyroPaige1006: shut up
RdhdJllybn: .........
RdhdJllybn: brb :-(
RdhdJllybn: Paige Im cryin I g2g
PyroPaige1006: why
PyroPaige1006: wait
PyroPaige1006: chrissi
RdhdJllybn: I just wanna die
PyroPaige1006: y? what happened/
PyroPaige1006: ?
PyroPaige1006 signed off at 6:55:58 PM.
PyroPaige1006 signed on at 9:22:53 PM.
PyroPaige1006: you there?
RdhdJllybn: yes dear
RdhdJllybn: i had to do sumthin
PyroPaige1006: ok
RdhdJllybn: u wanna talk on here or msn
PyroPaige1006: so what happened before?
PyroPaige1006: dont care
RdhdJllybn: ben was yelling at me and shyt and I yelled back at him and he was horribly mean and he said that I was just like my sister n Im nothing like her
RdhdJllybn: I didnt get prgnant by my own father
PyroPaige1006: o..k..
PyroPaige1006: err
RdhdJllybn: and I was telling him to take it back and he wouldnt and I did something I guess and he pushed me
RdhdJllybn: and I hit my head on the wall
PyroPaige1006: shit!
PyroPaige1006: are you ok?
RdhdJllybn: i went to the hospital
RdhdJllybn: thats where I went
PyroPaige1006: dang
PyroPaige1006: are you ok?
RdhdJllybn: well I guess so they gave me a shot and didnt do much else
RdhdJllybn: I hate emergency rooms here
RdhdJllybn: they dont do anything for you here
PyroPaige1006: :-
PyroPaige1006: i think its time for ben to die
PyroPaige1006: *sigh* you really need to leave him
RdhdJllybn: I know But I wont have enough money til Feb
RdhdJllybn: I get my income tax return then
PyroPaige1006: hmm
PyroPaige1006: does he know you are leaving?
RdhdJllybn: i think he has an idea n thats why hes so cruel to me
PyroPaige1006: you are taking your kids too right
RdhdJllybn: yes
RdhdJllybn: sammi told me today that she wanted to live with lois and I got mad at her
PyroPaige1006: wtf?!
PyroPaige1006: why the hell would she want to live w/ lois?
RdhdJllybn: cuz she told me she hated livin at home
PyroPaige1006: errr
PyroPaige1006: how do you know lois?
PyroPaige1006: is she just a friend?
RdhdJllybn: noo
RdhdJllybn: lois is an ex friend
PyroPaige1006: ooh right right
RdhdJllybn: but she is also my landlord and she was like a gramma to the kids
PyroPaige1006: mmm right right
RdhdJllybn: but since last summer I havent wanted to do ne thing with her
PyroPaige1006: what happened last summer?
RdhdJllybn: she told her tenants what happened to me when I was a lil girl
PyroPaige1006: oh dear
PyroPaige1006: isnt that like illegal?
RdhdJllybn: I dunno
RdhdJllybn: is it?
PyroPaige1006: ehhh idk its stupid anyway
RdhdJllybn: brb hon
PyroPaige1006: kk
RdhdJllybn: back sweets
PyroPaige1006: mmk
RdhdJllybn: theres so many things you dont know about me
RdhdJllybn: and im sorry for that
RdhdJllybn: but you do know more about me than ne one else
PyroPaige1006: :-
PyroPaige1006: ehh doubt that
PyroPaige1006: you dont know a lot about me either tho
PyroPaige1006: so ha
RdhdJllybn: its okay
RdhdJllybn: I just know who I can trust and who I cant
PyroPaige1006: i dont
PyroPaige1006: therefore i just dont trust anyone
RdhdJllybn: u dont have to trust me Im not asking you to
PyroPaige1006: i know
RdhdJllybn: it takes alot to be able to trust someone
PyroPaige1006: yeah it does
RdhdJllybn: well I trust you
RdhdJllybn: more than u know and I dont know how that makes you feel But I do
PyroPaige1006: why do you trust me so much?
RdhdJllybn: cuz everything I have told you u have kept it between us
PyroPaige1006: mmhmm
RdhdJllybn: I didnt trust anyone for a really long time
RdhdJllybn: lois broke me and we were freinds for 9 years
RdhdJllybn: theres 2 ppl in my life that I trust
RdhdJllybn: you and my my best freind Andi
PyroPaige1006: guy or girl?
RdhdJllybn: girl
RdhdJllybn: Andrea
PyroPaige1006: cool cool
RdhdJllybn: how was your day today?
PyroPaige1006: bleh
RdhdJllybn: mine too
PyroPaige1006: im doing crunches
RdhdJllybn: wow
RdhdJllybn: im too fat lol I cant do them
RdhdJllybn: Sammi does them too
PyroPaige1006: hey now dont say that
PyroPaige1006: anyone can do crunches
PyroPaige1006: im trying to get back in shape
RdhdJllybn: i have tried lol
RdhdJllybn: I wish I was a a size 9 again
PyroPaige1006: like my arms and my stomach
PyroPaige1006: why?
RdhdJllybn: I used to think a size 9 was fat when I was in high school n now I realize it was actaully a good size
RdhdJllybn: I am hella fat
RdhdJllybn: I hate my body
PyroPaige1006: what size are you now?
RdhdJllybn: hmm 14
PyroPaige1006: psssh
PyroPaige1006: thats not bad
RdhdJllybn: it is to me
RdhdJllybn: im trying to lose weight
RdhdJllybn: but im going about all the wrong way
PyroPaige1006: ehhh
RdhdJllybn: sammi says should she stay home or spend the nite at lois
RdhdJllybn: ?
PyroPaige1006: why?
PyroPaige1006: whats so wrong with your home
PyroPaige1006: besides ben
RdhdJllybn: shes says its hot n boring and we dont have a phone
PyroPaige1006: yeah a phone is vital for a chick her age
PyroPaige1006: like im 15 and on the phone for like
PyroPaige1006: ever
RdhdJllybn: i know n u sleep with yur cell
RdhdJllybn: lmao
PyroPaige1006: especially if she is only in 8th...which means she isnt out as much as she would be in highschool
RdhdJllybn: mmhmmm
PyroPaige1006: dude her freshman year is gonna suck
PyroPaige1006: ahaha
RdhdJllybn: lol
RdhdJllybn: yuppers
RdhdJllybn: sammi took my cig!
PyroPaige1006: WHAT?!
PyroPaige1006: wtf
PyroPaige1006: she smokes
PyroPaige1006: ?
RdhdJllybn: noo
RdhdJllybn: lol
RdhdJllybn: shes wants to she says
RdhdJllybn: aint happening
PyroPaige1006: good! get her ass in check
RdhdJllybn: sammi says what do u think about her staying over there
PyroPaige1006: umm i say lois is a bitch
PyroPaige1006: adn it would be a slap in the face to you
RdhdJllybn: thank you
RdhdJllybn: shes all mad at me now
RdhdJllybn: oh wells
PyroPaige1006: lemme talk to her
RdhdJllybn: okay
RdhdJllybn: what?
PyroPaige1006: hey
RdhdJllybn: hi
PyroPaige1006: so why do you wanna chill with lois
PyroPaige1006: instead of at home?
RdhdJllybn: cause i want to cause it is hot over here n im bored n i wanna use her phone n i wanna finish watchin my movie n i dont wanna be w/ my dad
PyroPaige1006: very valid points...
PyroPaige1006: but why does it have to be lois?
RdhdJllybn: cuase i have no where else to go n we talk bout things
PyroPaige1006: like?
PyroPaige1006: ok w.e. thats fine, but just dont let her change your mind about your mom or w.e. cus my parent's freind's or ex friend's have tried to do that before
RdhdJllybn: i cant tell you
PyroPaige1006: why?
RdhdJllybn: what is she spose to change my mind bout
PyroPaige1006: about the way you think of your mom
RdhdJllybn: like my dad n things n frank n moving n my life n other stuff
PyroPaige1006: who's frank?
RdhdJllybn: my ex tht broke ^ w/ my two nights ago
PyroPaige1006: ouch im sorry
PyroPaige1006: how old are you?
RdhdJllybn: well yesterday nite
RdhdJllybn: 14
PyroPaige1006: ???
PyroPaige1006: hmmm
PyroPaige1006: just see how much shit you get into when you go to highschool
PyroPaige1006: why arent you in highschool?
RdhdJllybn: late bday
PyroPaige1006: that sucks
PyroPaige1006: but ya
PyroPaige1006: what im saying is
PyroPaige1006: just make sure you stay true to your moms
PyroPaige1006: ok?
RdhdJllybn: i only have 1 mom
RdhdJllybn: lol
PyroPaige1006: heh yaya
RdhdJllybn: lol
PyroPaige1006: but seriously
RdhdJllybn: i know
PyroPaige1006: alright then
PyroPaige1006: have a nice night child
RdhdJllybn: you wanna talk to my mom now?
PyroPaige1006: haha you are only a year younger then me
PyroPaige1006: suuuure
PyroPaige1006: i dont really care
RdhdJllybn: okay
PyroPaige1006: yeah
Isnt she like the most awesome friend ever?! I loves my Paigee
Well I am tired -time for a nappy poo Heh.