(Happiness}
{2002-09-04} {11:50 a.m.}
You know how you get that extremely happy feeling all over, when you and a friend have worked things out and are as good as ever, and are closer than ever before? It gives that happy warm feeling inside Makes you feel tingly all over. I love that feeling. It makes me feel worthy and useful all over again.
Maybe I am bipolar I dunno I am starting to think I don't know myself that well. I grow tired of these I am happy one minute, and extremely depressed moments the next. It's draining. I love happy :) Happy is what I want to be 24/7 I miss the people that make me the happiest ever. Andrea moved to St. Louis bah Starting her new life without me.. How dare she.. Gayley she lives in a whole other world mehh I can only talk to her if I am up til the wee hours of the morning.. Brandi.. I can't even put into words the hurt that I feel when I think about her.. 1 week and it feels like its been a life time.. I miss her alot! ** heart breaking ** Belle and Ella wow amazing awesome people If you ever needed anyone to lift you up at any moment they are the ones! Yeah,, feeling of gratitude overwhelmes when I think of them.. I can't put into words what they mean to me. Long distance friendships can be hard and feelings can be strange at times.. but yeah they are my Angels.. always will be.. Came into my life and set me free out in the world..yep that's what they are..yeah.. and then there's Paigeee.. my lil silent Angel from afar, you can't help but love her.. wow.. she's simply amazing..She doesn't judge you without getting to know you. I love that in a person.. and yeah I love her. She's special.. All of this happiness is overwhelming me I wanna get up and dance
**twirls**
Well, I am gonna store up all of this happiness in a jar and save it for a rainy day..heh. I know I am probably gonna need it henh..
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