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(Ehhh..Emma}
{2002-09-04} {11:48 a.m.}
Well, at least I got my Emmsy to keep me company.. my lil Aussie baby...
My poor baby Emma.. she has so much hurt in her life, her family, her sis, and most of all guys. I have watched her go from one from love to the next in just a matter of 3 months. What a roller coaster ride. I was helping her with so much in her life teaching her how to open herself, instead of closing herself off to everyone. But, since her Mom was so nosey as to read her email to me she isnt allowed to talk to me anymore...she still talks to me, but it's a strain. It's so unfair. I miss the old Emma. My Lil Cheeka Cheeka.. I love her so much.. she's just like my long lost daughter...wow. What an impact she left on my heart.. like footprints in the sand.. only on my heart.. sand can blow away and lose an image but not your heart.. the heart remembers all things and every spcial person and moment that has come into your life. That's my Emmsy
My last email from Emma----
To Dear My Mommy Chrissy......
I love you with all my heart Chris and I'm so sorry if i have hurt you....
You've helped me and guided me through all my troubles and this is how i repay you.... Over the last month you have really put love in my heart and made me realise that I am actually a good person... You may not think you that you are worth alot to the world or too me... But you mean the whole wide world to me I'd give up anything and anyone just so I could be with you.. and have you as my friend/ mommy for ever ....
I'm soo glad that God landed me practically on your doorstep I couldn't of been placed with a better person...
I Love You Mommy... And I am soooooooo sorry for hurting you.. I would do anything to make it up to you I really would...
I also would really love it if you would come to Australia and see me... but I understand if you can't.... And all we have talked about when we meet i hope that still stands....
I hope and I pray that you will have the heart to forgive me for what I have done....
Your Loving Daughter
~* Emmsy *~ aka.... ~* LiL Cheeka Cheeka *~
I miss her soo much it makes my heart bleed...